Just saying! Not doing!

You know sometimes I keep saying I want to do this thing and start that thing but never actually do it. Reasons are plentiful, too busy, tight budget, too tired, too scared ... etc

They keep piling up and with increasing guilt and frustration cos they are always at the back of my mind, nagging. Sometimes they are quiet whisperings. But when they SHOUT! Man, that's when conflict arises and anxiety increases. It can totally consume me and sometimes my mind just shuts me down.

I start gym instead of moaning about my weak knees. (I've ACL reconstruction) Instead of complaining about my job and keep saying that I want to quit. I have decided to do a course which I like and will open up my options career.