Exhausion

Tired, just so tired. I want to scream, ENOUGH!!! No more, please.
Not knowing if I progressed or regressed. It's kinda my fault cos I never asked how I was doing.
Feeling emptied out. I have no idea how I am going to get through the next session.

Reasons I call it quits:

• Too tired: The emotional rollercoaster just drained me.

• Fed-up : Dismal - Why am I taking so god damn long?
  

• 1990 - 1994 : APC (4 yrs)
• 1996 - 1998 : Geetha (2 yrs)
• 1999 - 2005 : DC (5 yrs)

That's total of 11 yrs

• Too scared.
  
• Scared because :
• I don't understand the links between her sentences
• I've lost trust and faith and it hurts much
• I feel too close / too dependent
• As a result:
• I can't see her POV. I feel stupid
• There's a communication breakdown
• I keep losing my train of thought
• I feel I cannot discuss issues
• Physically and emotionally shutdown. I find it very difficult to self motivate to continue therapy.